To the one who never forgives..

As I've made up my mind before, "To Best Friendship with Victoria", I will still be here for you.

I haven't given up on you yet, I haven't given up on being your side.

But now I see, I am here to help you recuperate, and to tell you that Martin wasn't worth it. Your "love" isn't recognized well by that...guy..

I hath comforted you the best I can although it was never physically. True, I did fell in love with you, but it was perhaps a psychological thing and I'm sure you don't see or feel the same back. I realized this when I was asking Jess to give me inspirations to write a love letter to you. While I was contemplating my reasons and poetics, I have decided that a relationship with you would be a daunting one. I mean, what the hell am I thinking?

Your feelings for Martin are still there. Since he IS your first, it is understandable. It will take time, I have waited but now I see your weakness even more clear. You just can't let go of the past, hell you never officially let go of my "mistake". Then you started talking to me again when your relationship with Martin was in turmoil, feh. I tried my best to help comfort and ended up falling again, but I am just wasting my time. Your grudge and stubbornness is an obstacle to your own self. I am here to finally end this. You will always be my closest friend or friend that is a "girl" however any step higher is not possible now.

I now, only want to help you move on.