I am not happy..

I may have gotten the 1tb at FRYS for 90 dollars and I got excited for a bit, until I started remembering my refgrets. Oh the Horrible Regrets!

I am NOT HAPPY, maybe just apathetic, but not content with the current situation.

Sure, I may have done her wrong, in fact I really did. She didn't deserve this. Am I a bad person? Or was I so caught up in the moment? I was reckless...I was betrayed..This time I'll never let it happen again.

Never hold onto too many secrets and burdens than you can handle, otherwise foolishness and ignorance will teach you a horrible lesson, one that costs friendships. Never trust anyone with your heart, and your secrets, and especially other's secrets.

And another thing, I am tired of dealing with these "Drama Damas". I am Tired! Sick! And just to make it worse, I cannot reconcile because it is nearly "impossible" due to their "mindsets".

I am sorry Eisoj, I'll let it go now, you seem so much more fun and lively when you dont ostracize me. Now just officially forgive me and everything will be alright. And no, this is reconciliation so I mean no harm. In fact, I mean no harm to anyone.

I am sorry Tony. ( fill in blank here)

I am sorry Dancer. I went too far and well it's MY mistake. Never dig up broken hearts~

and of course...Koranma, I am truly sorry, I know you wont forgive me for years to come, but I am DONE with this "Drama Dama". PERIOD. Never again, will I do that again.

It's the end of the year now and I don't want all of us to keep fighting or having malice and animosity towards each other. It's OVER. Let us see the truth and reconciliation that we all can do, especially me. I want Peace. I want Friendship. And I want benevolence.

In other words, I am lettin' it all go~ and I hope in time things will come to let go as well.