Tuesday, March 24, 2009

I am horrible!

I have got to hold my anger, angst, frustration, and hatred. I've gotta keep my cool~

I somehow impulsively punched a good friend of mine after the Silver Creek Drill Meet right in front of my other friends and now everything feels weird. After that day I had some enlightenment or so I hope. He is the victim, not me, I am just a bully. I am the bully for punching him. He was actually a good friend..tsk..

Now that I have thought back, does he really care and see me as a friend as well? Well, now I know i must let things cool down for a bit including with the Star Family/Brigade, Colorguard, Jess+Albert, and myself. And then I shall have a wise talk with him...

....I still have a lot to learn especially about being Cool, Confident, and Insightful.

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