The will to Write

The will to write is strong with this one...

I suppose I should stop being lazy and start discussing out my vast philosphy and thoughts once again.

So far, all that is kept inside will only be bottled up as emotions, and then the intangible idea will be lost...therefore I must write it down.

To keep record of one's thoughts is to have the ability to analyze and rearrange one's mind, body, and soul.

Holy...First post for 2011!?

I just realized that this--well actually the other post--- was the first post for this year!

wow..times fly when you are busy, depressed, doing stuff, working out, training, and eating..oh and sleeping...did I mention dreaming?

Anyway yeah, Scattered Thoughts, and Deepening Woes....The Watchmonk is back >:]

This Week! In Re-Cap!

Okay, just a forwarning...Imma just list a buncha facts...

Here it goes:

-We found a cute armadillo burrowing on top of a mound during one of our trash pick up detail.
-I found a grasshopper jumpin around my feet while I was walking through the grass.
-The moon looked gorgeueous the other night.
-I got sick from one of my buddie's sinus's too. In fact, several others got sick from it as well. Damn congestions..

-Finding a box size trash in the middle of nowhere can lead to more trash pick up, especially once the car stops, you can easily see all the tiny details--which leads to OCD (or at least for me and this other highspeed sargeant).
-We found enough tire parts to build a new tire...or two. lol
-This whole week was hectic. our platoon was duty platoon for several details, and we had some other scheduled and unscheduled events.
-I had a random pissed test despite having to be forced to go in full battle rattle on a detail day. So much for running back and gettin the armor.
-PCs are now the style on post.

The Times have Changed...

The Times have Changed...

That is the new theme I have been working on. It echoes throughout my head...my mind..and my body... It also actually describes how I conduct myself now, my physical appearance, and my mental sharpness.

I can hear that phrase over and over as I see things happening...especially when I see people becoming what they are not used to be. The times are a changing...just like the song from Watchmen.

I started to think of this ever since I lost Michelle while I was training in the Army. In fact, not just Michelle that showed me how weak people are, but my fellow comrades in arms as well. Some of them got "Dear John" letters saying that thier wives (or husbands) dont love them anymore...

Now to me, that is quite sad. For instance, in my case, Michelle and I were apart barely for 9 weeks..and thus she found one of her roomates, a guy named Eugene, to be her new love. Eugene isnt the only problem. I also realized that her friends/roomates also influenced her. She changed slightly. More outgoing and desiring of friends.

A much truer story would involve Tony and Connie's predicament. Tony became more of a math nerd in college all while Connie became a more open and independent person or something like that (as told by Albert). The point is..Connies friends has something to do with it..her new friends from college. I saw this evidently through a group picture of hers. No one there I knew surrounded Connie in that pic.

The Army changed my life...for the better..

I've learned alotta new life lessons while I was in the Army. These lessons show me how small and yet big we are in this world. How frail and weak and yet how strong we can become. Its like a dime with heads and tails, a contradiction, a paradox.... Compare a strong minded man like Andrew Ryan, an objectivist electrophysicist, to a gentle man like the Dalai Lama.. In fact, this is one of the things I've learned, to be strong or to be humble--there is a balance in between that I must lie.  If you are too strong minded, then you are stubborn and will not have peace in your heart, but if you are too humble, then you will let others push you around...

Another lesson I learned is that girls, once they taste "love", they will always be searchin for who has it. This is perhaps one of the biggest break throughs in my philosophy. For instance, I noticed that (using the life theme of change) even though the widow's husband has passed away, she will move on, finding support from another (that all depends on age tho) And vice versa. hmm perhaps this is too complicated for me to discuss right now...or I've hit a lazy writers block.


whew, man has it be awhile since I last wrote! I'll be continually editing my postsand making sure my philosophy is known, or at least grammatically correct.

To be Continued...

The Return and the Dump

This is what it means..The Return and the Dump(haha...literally -_-)...

I have returned! My mind and concience has put a lot of philosphies on halt but it quickly gain and restarted new ones.

There are soo many thoughts I must jot down, otehrwise it wont be told.

Basic Training

Advanced Individual Training

Newfound Glory

The World Makes me Sad...
MNN broke up with me. I woke up single one fine saturday.
The eastern girls. The hooking ups. The problems of relationships. The weaknesses and frailty of ppl.
The idiocracy of individuals. The

The Augusta Marriot Suites
Beer and the boring world.

Coraline, Better Days to Come


oh and I finally think I should make a tumbler.

this place is slowly dyin away...and also it brings bad memories...because she deleted one of her posts( the story of us) and thatwas my fav one becuase itdetails how it all started and "how we never met"

Special Post! Dedicated to Karissa, Uyen, and Yong

As the title states....this is for them, the 3 and me make the 4 during deanza, man it was fun.

I have little time to write, but I'll try to make it good

Thanks Uyen for your card! I really appreciate it. I was actually caught offguard xD

Thanks Karissa, I am glad to have met you two and be your friend :3

Thanks Yongs, I will write to you and with you,  Karissa and Uyen can see it too :D

I can feel the love even more from all three of you guys ><

 It was fun drinkin and eating one last time at Quicklys

As the night falls, and the early morning rises..I am excited and anxious beyond all reason..this is it...its show time! >:]

Jesus

"Why do you follow Catholicism?"

Its the way, its the truth.

"But why do you follow it so? What is truth but a fact? and this cannot be proven."

The fact of the matter is that Jesus is Truth.  Some things cannot be proven without evidence, this is where faith comes in. Those who have faith will need no explaination and those who has none, no explaination will do. The absence of evidence is not the evidence of absence

"Catholicism teaches stuff from the Bible, and the Bible is a bunch of lies" (forgive me God for saying that x.x)

Because..well..I am too lazy to explain the theatrics, but know this, Man is only so smart that he must be explained to through the uses of symbolism, metaphors, and lessons. Tell me, if an angel really existed, or some supernatural being really did existed (which it does) will it be smarter and stronger than man? Most Probably.

Anyway  the main point is the idea of love and sacrifice. God is the only one that loves you beyond anything else. Who else would do it? Jesus so loved mankind that he gave his life for all of us. Now the question is..would you give up your life for a person you love? or persons you love? or for a random homeless stranger? Now now before anyone starts anything, I hope you see that most of the time we care only for ourselves and our loved ones. Jesus is the only man that can do this 100% without fail or hesitation. He did it once, and he changed the world. You do it once, and you probably will too.